Half way thru baby!

Alhamdulillah, syukur kehadrat Allah swt diatas segala rahmat dan kurnia-Mu dari semenjak aku lahir hingga disaat ini..Dan selawat serta salam keatas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad saw serta ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat Baginda.. :)

Today is my 20th weeks in pregnancy thus, marks the half way journey of 40 weeks in pregnancy. So far, Alhamdulillah both me and baby girl are doing just fine. Setiap hari ku doakan agar both me and baby girl stay healthy and well until the big day and the after birth, dunia akhirat. Also, semoga dipermudahkan waktu delivery nanti, insyaAllah.. :)

No one i put my trust in but You, my Allah, our Creator.. Tiada tuhan melainkan Engkau, hanya Engkau yang aku sembah dan hanya Engkau lah sebaik-baik pelindung bagi kami ya Allah.. :)

Syukur Alhamdulillah :)

xx.

till today, i still dont get it

tak pernah ku faham dgn lelaki ni kenapa diorg suka nag about their ladies always have this urge to shop. even tho dah di ulang banyak kali dalam ceramah ostaz2 yg said 'not to complaint about wife suke sangat bershopping' - even the ostaz2 said we - the wives DESERVED it!

yang lagi tidak dapat aku faham dan bagiku sangatlah tidak masuk akal; apabila si suami kerja gaji lg byk dr isteri, isteri pun kerja gaji xda byk mcm suami..tp si isteri kerja sebab nak tolong keluarga yang besar dikampung (ibu bapa dan 5 beradik), and si isteri ni xpernah la nak mintak duit dari suami sbb suami kata dia dah kerja so, xpayah la dia bagi duit bg rumah tmpt tinggal saja sudah cukup, dia nak sara mak dia lagi, seorang ja xda adik beradik..

ok la tu, fair enuf..tp, yg sedihnya, si isteri ni pula terlalu baik, terlalu pemurah..sudah la xdpt nafkah selain tmpt tinggal, groceries rumah pun selalu dia beli, makan diluar pun selalu tolong bayarkan, loan rumah suami pun dibayar jugak few times a year, clinical/medical expenses utk diri sendri, and now baby dlm oven pun byk yg di bayar sendiri, on top off barang keperluan harian, maintanance, loans si isteri dan saraan back home, etc...

Itu baru expenses, belum lg tugasan rumah yang si isteri buat lg - tanpa gaji..STILL si suami xpuas hati dan seringlah mengomplen itu ini, tak cukup duit la apa la, wife malas la @_@..apa2 la, i think si isteri pun dah xlarat nak justify; ditangisi saja semua itu dan bersabar moga Allah tunjukkan jalan..

However, so far, Allah murahkan rezeki si isteri in so many ways; she went thru all these unnecessary blabbery in marriage with hopefully Allah blessing and if not her husband that can make her happy, people other out there would and always will. That's why she's always so happy and cheerful from outside, and feel blessed in the inside :)

Tak mengapalah, sayang isteri terhadap suami kerana Allah, yang lain2 itu ujian utknya supaya lebih dekat dengan Penciptanya..

xx.

ni baru pemalas tahap dewa

Assalamualaikum wbt!

Baru la perasan i didn't write a thing for March! sorry belog, i love u BUT! well, it simply means that i just got ALOT of things happening in March. Let me summarize;

• Friends gave birth, several of them and just got my Mothercare VIP card from buying gifts for my friends and babies - hopefully one day I can use it for my own, very soon :)
• So, i've been busy visiting people over weekend
• A good friend came over to visit Perth with family, was a good fun :)
• Not long after, me and husband went back to Malaysia for a short break, really short. i got home sick when i got back in Perth
•  Oh, and i was really sick most of time in March also, thats why i didn't go online often
• And of course, got really busy with work - and just finished my project and now cruisin' hihi

 I guess that's all for now, oh yeah I'm really good at summarizing things :D

See layter aligator!

Wassalam..

Still not pregnant..

Every single day I keep telling myself - Allah knows better and Allah knows what is best for you. Those words make me sane, keep me calm. Allah knows best..

We'll try our best, if it good for us, then we'll have one or many. If it is not, then He have something better for us.. You know my Allah, You had gave me so much blessing  and I know You'll keep giving me many.

Therefore, what ever it is Your plan is for me, I'll redha and be grateful because I know You know best.

Keep me in Your Rahmah and Guidance my Allah, no one I can put my trust in but You..

Alhamdulillah.

xx.

I couldn't ask for more :)

Yesterday after work, sampai rumah terus semayang asar then as usual terus masuk dapur untuk prepare dinner. Tengah busy-busy kat dapur potong bawang, sayur etc, husband came in the kitchen - without me asking for puhlisssss help meeeee.

He went straight to sink and washed dishes. Masyaallah, Allamdulillah, Subhanallah. Itu saja mampu diucapkan dalam hati and I compliment husband and say thank you :)

Rasa nak meleleh air mata, sweeetnyaa husband. I'm so proud of what he's become. Ikut sunnah tuuu!

Thank you my Allah, You're the Best EVER!

And I love you so much By, even if you tak basuh pinggan pun, however, I can't help it but to love you even more now :)

xx.

Cincin

Tiap kali me tengok kawan-kawan punya pretty engagement/wedding ring, me rasa jealous. Semua cantik-cantik, nampak expensive too.

Then I look at mine, only an engagement band or ring, but mine dont have batu kilat-kilat. And I lost my wedding ring kat lcct. :( 

Tapi, the hikmah was that the lost ring wasn't my favourite ones and wasn't expensive either, we beli kat kedai kecik dalam bangunan Tesco kat Tepeng. Syukur alhamdulillah, husband's wise conscience yang cakap tak payah la beli mahal-mahal. Thank you sayang. Lepas cincin tu hilang, I told husband - not to buy me anymore cincin. I am never good with jewelleries and I dont find jewelleries tempting, my Allah, please keep it that way.

One cincin is enough, I'm in love with my cincin risik, rupa dia sangat simple tapi cantik. Husband yang pilih, he got pretty good taste I must say :) Somehow, I feel this cincin risik is more sentimental than cincin kawin, may be sebab cincin kawin me and husband sama-sama pilih, banyak sangat komprominya. Hehe.

So now, I'm happy happy with one and bila tgk cincin orang yg cantik, me will senyum dan tutup mata saja lah hihi masa tu saja jeles, lepas tu tak rasa apa2 dah. kan kan.

Biarlah orang ada Tiffany ka, Pandora ka, mereka mampu. Itu hak mereka. Kalau me ada pun, bukan me pandai appreciate jewelleries mahal-mahal ni :)

Like some people say "Less is more". Always.

xx.

Keikhlasan aka Sincerity

I copy and paste this brilliant reminder from Kak Muni;

"Ikhlas itu adalah 'rahsia' antara seseorang individu dengan Allah; tidak diketahui malaikat untuk dicatat, tidak diketahui syaitan untuk dihasut, tidak juga diketahui manusia lain untuk dinilai."

"Sincerity is a 'secret' between a man and his/her Creator (Allah swt); not known by the angels to be recorded, not known by the syaitan to be instigated, also not known by other human beings to be judged."

Masyaallah, Jazakallah khair Kak Muni :)

 xx.