Every single day I keep telling myself - Allah knows better and Allah knows what is best for you. Those words make me sane, keep me calm. Allah knows best..
We'll try our best, if it good for us, then we'll have one or many. If it is not, then He have something better for us.. You know my Allah, You had gave me so much blessing and I know You'll keep giving me many.
Therefore, what ever it is Your plan is for me, I'll redha and be grateful because I know You know best.
Keep me in Your Rahmah and Guidance my Allah, no one I can put my trust in but You..
Yesterday after work, sampai rumah terus semayang asar then as usual terus masuk dapur untuk prepare dinner. Tengah busy-busy kat dapur potong bawang, sayur etc, husband came in the kitchen - without me asking for puhlisssss help meeeee.
He went straight to sink and washed dishes. Masyaallah, Allamdulillah, Subhanallah. Itu saja mampu diucapkan dalam hati and I compliment husband and say thank you :)
Rasa nak meleleh air mata, sweeetnyaa husband. I'm so proud of what he's become. Ikut sunnah tuuu!
Thank you my Allah, You're the Best EVER!
And I love you so much By, even if you tak basuh pinggan pun, however, I can't help it but to love you even more now :)
Tiap kali me tengok kawan-kawan punya pretty engagement/wedding ring, me rasa jealous. Semua cantik-cantik, nampak expensive too.
Then I look at mine, only an engagement band or ring, but mine dont have batu kilat-kilat. And I lost my wedding ring kat lcct. :(
Tapi, the hikmah was that the lost ring wasn't my favourite ones and wasn't expensive either, we beli kat kedai kecik dalam bangunan Tesco kat Tepeng. Syukur alhamdulillah, husband's wise conscience yang cakap tak payah la beli mahal-mahal. Thank you sayang. Lepas cincin tu hilang, I told husband - not to buy me anymore cincin. I am never good with jewelleries and I dont find jewelleries tempting, my Allah, please keep it that way.
One cincin is enough, I'm in love with my cincin risik, rupa dia sangat simple tapi cantik. Husband yang pilih, he got pretty good taste I must say :) Somehow, I feel this cincin risik is more sentimental than cincin kawin, may be sebab cincin kawin me and husband sama-sama pilih, banyak sangat komprominya. Hehe.
So now, I'm happy happy with one and bila tgk cincin orang yg cantik, me will senyum dan tutup mata saja lah hihi masa tu saja jeles, lepas tu tak rasa apa2 dah. kan kan.
Biarlah orang ada Tiffany ka, Pandora ka, mereka mampu. Itu hak mereka. Kalau me ada pun, bukan me pandai appreciate jewelleries mahal-mahal ni :)
I copy and paste this brilliant reminder from Kak Muni;
"Ikhlas itu adalah 'rahsia' antara seseorang individu dengan Allah; tidak diketahui malaikat untuk dicatat, tidak diketahui syaitan untuk dihasut, tidak juga diketahui manusia lain untuk dinilai."
"Sincerity is a 'secret' between a man and his/her Creator (Allah swt); not known by the angels to be recorded, not known by the syaitan to be instigated, also not known by other human beings to be judged."
Baru perasan, semua entries so far kondem husband ja BAHAHAHA! sorry sayang, tgh emo, biasalah tu. Kalau tengah-tengah emo mana ingat dunia, kan?
Tapi the truth is, the man I'm married to is one hell of a man :) no words can described. Sweetness, loving, caring, funny at times, lurus at times, patience man most of times, oh lupa super annoying most of the time! :D banyak lagi lah, later me sambung.
And, a handsome man too, agree??
Less than an hour before we become husband and wife :)
Macam biasalah, tiap-tiap hari pun kalau tak bukak fb memang tidak rasa puas.
Hari ni, usha2 fb sorang mamat ni suka beno puji2 isteri dia kat fb, tp puji-pujian dia bukan yang poyo2 style geli mat tu. yang ni puji-pujian dia bila baca rasa dia puji dgn honest and xlebey2. sweet gitu. xfaham kan?? bahahaha biaq pi. aku sorang ja paham.
mamat ni wife dia masak dia puji, pi makan luaq amek gmbaq wife dgn proud letak caption - lunch/dinner bla bla bla with wifey. jarangkan org lelaki buat cani. Selalu the wifeys yang cam ni - tehegeh-hegeh, cam aku lah contohnya bahahaha!
Masyaallah, lelaki mcm ni mmg senang hati isteri, gembira selalu. To me, lelaki gini egonya berpada-pada. tak malu or segan nak tunjukkan kasih sayang kat org. sweeeetttnya!! boleh pengsan!
Kalau my suami cam ni Subhanallah semangat berkobar-kobar tau nak jadi isteri yang lebih baik! hehe oh well, tak dpt cam tu pun xpa, semangat jugak, semangat Lillahitaala, minus xda rasa sweet dan seronok. eh boleh ke camtu???hehe
Xpa la, saya bersyukur dgn apa yg ada :) saya isteri yang bijak utk memotivatekan dan mengembirakan hati sendiri, ye dak. kate isteri yang independant :D
Oh yang ni pun dpt dari org post kat fb:
Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:
“Sungguh mengkagumkan sifat orang mukmin. Apa sahaja keadaannya pasti baik. Ia tidak pernah dialami oleh sesiapa pun melainkan orang mukmin. Jika dia senang, dia bersyukur dan ia baik untuk dirinya. Dan jika dia susah dia bersabar dan itu baik untuk dirinya.” – Riwayat Muslim
Masyaallah, semoga Allah memberi balasan yang baik buat orang2 yang share perkara-perkara bermanfaat kat fb, Insyaallah.
Not related to anyone, except that I find the song beautiful :)
I finally asked you to dance on the last slow song
Beneath that moon that was really a disco ball
I can still feel my head on your shoulder
And hoping that song would never be over
I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself wondering where you are
For me you'll always be eighteen and beautiful
And dancing away with my heart
I brushed your curls back so I could see your eyes
And the way you moved me was like you were reading my mind
I can still feel you lean in to kiss me
I can't help but wonder if you ever miss me
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/lady-antebellum-lyrics/dancing-away-with-my-heart-lyrics.html ]
I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself wondering where you are
For me you'll always be eighteen and beautiful
And dancing away with my heart
You headed off to college at the end of that summer
And we lost touch
I guess I didn't realize even at the moment we lost so much
I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself wondering where you are
For me you'll always be eighteen and beautiful
And dancing away with my heart
Hopefully everyone had a good start for the week today!
I just got back from work before lunch cos its that time of month again. Last month was fine after I took xango juice, but, for some reasons it didn't worked this month.
Oh well, if Allah says no, then, it is no. Who am I to trust so much on meds or supps when everything in this world are bound to Allah's will to work, right? All we can do, is to try our best..Forgive me my Allah..
Lailahailla anta Subhanaka Inni Kuntu Minazzolimin: "None has the right to be worshipped but You (O Allah), Glorified (and Exalted), are You (above all that (evil) they associate with You). Truly, I have been of the wrong-doers."
