Half way thru baby!

Alhamdulillah, syukur kehadrat Allah swt diatas segala rahmat dan kurnia-Mu dari semenjak aku lahir hingga disaat ini..Dan selawat serta salam keatas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad saw serta ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat Baginda.. :)

Today is my 20th weeks in pregnancy thus, marks the half way journey of 40 weeks in pregnancy. So far, Alhamdulillah both me and baby girl are doing just fine. Setiap hari ku doakan agar both me and baby girl stay healthy and well until the big day and the after birth, dunia akhirat. Also, semoga dipermudahkan waktu delivery nanti, insyaAllah.. :)

No one i put my trust in but You, my Allah, our Creator.. Tiada tuhan melainkan Engkau, hanya Engkau yang aku sembah dan hanya Engkau lah sebaik-baik pelindung bagi kami ya Allah.. :)

Syukur Alhamdulillah :)

xx.

till today, i still dont get it

tak pernah ku faham dgn lelaki ni kenapa diorg suka nag about their ladies always have this urge to shop. even tho dah di ulang banyak kali dalam ceramah ostaz2 yg said 'not to complaint about wife suke sangat bershopping' - even the ostaz2 said we - the wives DESERVED it!

yang lagi tidak dapat aku faham dan bagiku sangatlah tidak masuk akal; apabila si suami kerja gaji lg byk dr isteri, isteri pun kerja gaji xda byk mcm suami..tp si isteri kerja sebab nak tolong keluarga yang besar dikampung (ibu bapa dan 5 beradik), and si isteri ni xpernah la nak mintak duit dari suami sbb suami kata dia dah kerja so, xpayah la dia bagi duit bg rumah tmpt tinggal saja sudah cukup, dia nak sara mak dia lagi, seorang ja xda adik beradik..

ok la tu, fair enuf..tp, yg sedihnya, si isteri ni pula terlalu baik, terlalu pemurah..sudah la xdpt nafkah selain tmpt tinggal, groceries rumah pun selalu dia beli, makan diluar pun selalu tolong bayarkan, loan rumah suami pun dibayar jugak few times a year, clinical/medical expenses utk diri sendri, and now baby dlm oven pun byk yg di bayar sendiri, on top off barang keperluan harian, maintanance, loans si isteri dan saraan back home, etc...

Itu baru expenses, belum lg tugasan rumah yang si isteri buat lg - tanpa gaji..STILL si suami xpuas hati dan seringlah mengomplen itu ini, tak cukup duit la apa la, wife malas la @_@..apa2 la, i think si isteri pun dah xlarat nak justify; ditangisi saja semua itu dan bersabar moga Allah tunjukkan jalan..

However, so far, Allah murahkan rezeki si isteri in so many ways; she went thru all these unnecessary blabbery in marriage with hopefully Allah blessing and if not her husband that can make her happy, people other out there would and always will. That's why she's always so happy and cheerful from outside, and feel blessed in the inside :)

Tak mengapalah, sayang isteri terhadap suami kerana Allah, yang lain2 itu ujian utknya supaya lebih dekat dengan Penciptanya..

xx.

ni baru pemalas tahap dewa

Assalamualaikum wbt!

Baru la perasan i didn't write a thing for March! sorry belog, i love u BUT! well, it simply means that i just got ALOT of things happening in March. Let me summarize;

• Friends gave birth, several of them and just got my Mothercare VIP card from buying gifts for my friends and babies - hopefully one day I can use it for my own, very soon :)
• So, i've been busy visiting people over weekend
• A good friend came over to visit Perth with family, was a good fun :)
• Not long after, me and husband went back to Malaysia for a short break, really short. i got home sick when i got back in Perth
•  Oh, and i was really sick most of time in March also, thats why i didn't go online often
• And of course, got really busy with work - and just finished my project and now cruisin' hihi

 I guess that's all for now, oh yeah I'm really good at summarizing things :D

See layter aligator!

Wassalam..

Still not pregnant..

Every single day I keep telling myself - Allah knows better and Allah knows what is best for you. Those words make me sane, keep me calm. Allah knows best..

We'll try our best, if it good for us, then we'll have one or many. If it is not, then He have something better for us.. You know my Allah, You had gave me so much blessing  and I know You'll keep giving me many.

Therefore, what ever it is Your plan is for me, I'll redha and be grateful because I know You know best.

Keep me in Your Rahmah and Guidance my Allah, no one I can put my trust in but You..

Alhamdulillah.

xx.

I couldn't ask for more :)

Yesterday after work, sampai rumah terus semayang asar then as usual terus masuk dapur untuk prepare dinner. Tengah busy-busy kat dapur potong bawang, sayur etc, husband came in the kitchen - without me asking for puhlisssss help meeeee.

He went straight to sink and washed dishes. Masyaallah, Allamdulillah, Subhanallah. Itu saja mampu diucapkan dalam hati and I compliment husband and say thank you :)

Rasa nak meleleh air mata, sweeetnyaa husband. I'm so proud of what he's become. Ikut sunnah tuuu!

Thank you my Allah, You're the Best EVER!

And I love you so much By, even if you tak basuh pinggan pun, however, I can't help it but to love you even more now :)

xx.

Cincin

Tiap kali me tengok kawan-kawan punya pretty engagement/wedding ring, me rasa jealous. Semua cantik-cantik, nampak expensive too.

Then I look at mine, only an engagement band or ring, but mine dont have batu kilat-kilat. And I lost my wedding ring kat lcct. :( 

Tapi, the hikmah was that the lost ring wasn't my favourite ones and wasn't expensive either, we beli kat kedai kecik dalam bangunan Tesco kat Tepeng. Syukur alhamdulillah, husband's wise conscience yang cakap tak payah la beli mahal-mahal. Thank you sayang. Lepas cincin tu hilang, I told husband - not to buy me anymore cincin. I am never good with jewelleries and I dont find jewelleries tempting, my Allah, please keep it that way.

One cincin is enough, I'm in love with my cincin risik, rupa dia sangat simple tapi cantik. Husband yang pilih, he got pretty good taste I must say :) Somehow, I feel this cincin risik is more sentimental than cincin kawin, may be sebab cincin kawin me and husband sama-sama pilih, banyak sangat komprominya. Hehe.

So now, I'm happy happy with one and bila tgk cincin orang yg cantik, me will senyum dan tutup mata saja lah hihi masa tu saja jeles, lepas tu tak rasa apa2 dah. kan kan.

Biarlah orang ada Tiffany ka, Pandora ka, mereka mampu. Itu hak mereka. Kalau me ada pun, bukan me pandai appreciate jewelleries mahal-mahal ni :)

Like some people say "Less is more". Always.

xx.

Keikhlasan aka Sincerity

I copy and paste this brilliant reminder from Kak Muni;

"Ikhlas itu adalah 'rahsia' antara seseorang individu dengan Allah; tidak diketahui malaikat untuk dicatat, tidak diketahui syaitan untuk dihasut, tidak juga diketahui manusia lain untuk dinilai."

"Sincerity is a 'secret' between a man and his/her Creator (Allah swt); not known by the angels to be recorded, not known by the syaitan to be instigated, also not known by other human beings to be judged."

Masyaallah, Jazakallah khair Kak Muni :)

 xx. 

Mi Amor

Baru perasan, semua entries so far kondem husband ja BAHAHAHA! sorry sayang, tgh emo, biasalah tu. Kalau tengah-tengah emo mana ingat dunia, kan?

Tapi the truth is, the man I'm married to is one hell of a man :) no words can described. Sweetness, loving, caring, funny at times, lurus at times, patience man most of times, oh lupa super annoying most of the time! :D banyak lagi lah, later me sambung.

And, a handsome man too, agree??

Less than an hour before we become husband and wife :)

Mi amor, I always love you more than you know..

xx.

Nak tengok movie!

This morning dapat offer from event cinema; $20 for gold class movie, best tu!

Ajak husband, then he said this - "kalau ada cerita melayu kita pi" T_T

Dia ingat ni Tepeng ke??

Sobs je lah.

xx.

Penat badan,penat hati

Guess I'm the husband and the wife in this house. Might as well i just marry myself like this.

Sabar diri sendiri, sabar..

xx.

FB stalking sometime a good thing u know

Macam biasalah, tiap-tiap hari pun kalau tak bukak fb memang tidak rasa puas.

Hari ni, usha2 fb sorang mamat ni suka beno puji2 isteri dia kat fb, tp puji-pujian dia bukan yang poyo2 style geli mat tu. yang ni puji-pujian dia bila baca rasa dia puji dgn honest and xlebey2. sweet gitu. xfaham kan?? bahahaha biaq pi. aku sorang ja paham.

mamat ni wife dia masak dia puji, pi makan luaq amek gmbaq wife dgn proud letak caption - lunch/dinner bla bla bla with wifey. jarangkan org lelaki buat cani. Selalu the wifeys yang cam ni - tehegeh-hegeh, cam aku lah contohnya bahahaha!

Masyaallah, lelaki mcm ni mmg senang hati isteri, gembira selalu. To me, lelaki gini egonya berpada-pada. tak malu or segan nak tunjukkan kasih sayang kat org. sweeeetttnya!! boleh pengsan!

Kalau my suami cam ni Subhanallah semangat berkobar-kobar tau nak jadi isteri yang lebih baik! hehe oh well, tak dpt cam tu pun xpa, semangat jugak, semangat Lillahitaala, minus xda rasa sweet dan seronok. eh boleh ke camtu???hehe

Xpa la, saya bersyukur dgn apa yg ada :) saya isteri yang bijak utk memotivatekan dan mengembirakan hati sendiri, ye dak. kate isteri yang independant :D

Oh yang ni pun dpt dari org post kat fb:

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w:

“Sungguh mengkagumkan sifat orang mukmin. Apa sahaja keadaannya pasti baik. Ia tidak pernah dialami oleh sesiapa pun melainkan orang mukmin. Jika dia senang, dia bersyukur dan ia baik untuk dirinya. Dan jika dia susah dia bersabar dan itu baik untuk dirinya.” – Riwayat Muslim

Masyaallah, semoga Allah memberi balasan yang  baik buat orang2 yang share perkara-perkara bermanfaat kat fb, Insyaallah.

Ok lah, itu seja. Assalamualaikum..


xx.

Dancing Away With My Heart

Not related to anyone, except that I find the song beautiful :)
I finally asked you to dance on the last slow song
Beneath that moon that was really a disco ball
I can still feel my head on your shoulder
And hoping that song would never be over

I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself wondering where you are
For me you'll always be eighteen and beautiful
And dancing away with my heart

I brushed your curls back so I could see your eyes
And the way you moved me was like you were reading my mind
I can still feel you lean in to kiss me
I can't help but wonder if you ever miss me
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/l/lady-antebellum-lyrics/dancing-away-with-my-heart-lyrics.html ]

I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself wondering where you are

For me you'll always be eighteen and beautiful
And dancing away with my heart

You headed off to college at the end of that summer
And we lost touch
I guess I didn't realize even at the moment we lost so much

I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself wondering where you are
For me you'll always be eighteen and beautiful
And dancing away with my heart

Nah nah nah nah (x3)

Away with my heart

Nah nah nah nah (x3)

Henjoy!

xx.

Repeated Dreams

I had these dreams and they come pretty often, repeated somehow. Beautiful dreams.

However, at this very moment, I am very grateful, married to a loving husband and I wouldn't want to ask for more.

So, beautiful dreams, for now, go away.

Keep telling myself - its just a dream, its just a dream..

xx.

Perut Saket

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Hopefully everyone had a good start for the week today!

I just got back from work before lunch cos its that time of month again. Last month was fine after I took xango juice, but, for some reasons it didn't worked this month.

Oh well, if Allah says no, then, it is no. Who am I to trust so much on meds or supps when everything in this world are bound to Allah's will to work, right? All we can do, is to try our best..Forgive me my Allah..

Lailahailla anta Subhanaka Inni Kuntu Minazzolimin: "None has the right to be worshipped but You (O Allah), Glorified (and Exalted), are You (above all that (evil) they associate with You). Truly, I have been of the wrong-doers."

Alright, got to rest. Have good day everyone!

xx.

Thank u Pwiceline!

This is what I received in mail today! Totally make my day :)

Thank u Priceline & Mr Postman!

xx.

Greetings Everyone!

Assalamualaikum wbt semua!

Not much to say atm, since this my very 1st entry.

Just wanted to welcome everyone and hopefully my future entries will do good to me more than the bad ones.

Or the least, I hope I can make you smile :)

Therefore, with Bissimillahir Rahman Ar-Rahim, I start my blog's journey with.

May The One, Most Gracious, Most Merciful, guide me through this journey in dunya to a beautiful journey in the akhirah, insyaallah.

xx.